hhihihiihih..i came to update ^^ ..
ytd was hell for me TT
i went to dental...lol,...i am realli dam afraid of going to dental..
cos it HURTS! AHHH! the dental was a guy and u noe...scarier
well actually ,..my gum keep bleed whenver i suck it...
just like tis:

[sry if its disgusting]...haha,its really disgusting...LOL ><

so i decided to went for a checkup...in the end the dental went to wash my teeth..
zzz la...he say "nt pain one" but he bluff me!! veri pain lor!!he wash deep into my gum...and i can feel blood flushing out....EEEEEEWW Man!!
anyway i manage to survive from it... [nv cry] haha...
but seriously...,it was painful la...

TODAY!i was LATE..LATE u noe!?!?!?!
i had nv been late from sec 1 til now...and tis is the FIRST time!!
and all thks to my sis... zzzz la...
she was like dilly dally the whole journey to sch lor...cant stand her...
and she was like so excited of being late...wat a siao gia....
and we end up listenin to the siao's speech...wat the hell la...
so naggy...dont even get wat he is toking about....
so suay lar...

Go bak to class,...lesson as per normal lor....ok la,..shall stop here ...bye!!

ok...i am here to update again :DD ..
ytd after sports day..alamak...
spoil my mood...idiot ppl play stupid game...
zz...don even wan to mention...if u wan to noe wats going on...
u can go to rona's blog...haha..she've gt some info there..

when i reached home..,i slack..,tak a short nap,then play my ds..
then suddenly heard my sis calling for me "ah jie!"
i was somehow irritated by her...,cos i was so devoted in my game...
and before i say anything..she continued "the kitchen flood!"
i was like "huh?"...,my curiousity make me stop my game....and so i went to tak a look at the kitchen...it was indeed oh my god la....the kitchen was flood with water...and i dunno the reason...
the most suay thing is tt..,my mum is nt at home...she had gone to reborn her hair and dunno wat time come bak...oni me and my sis is at home...lol...so wat to do?we called mum and she call us to clean... -_______-"
wat the hell,...and off me and my sis go get with the cleaning...
i even took some pictures for it...
Here it goes:

Flood... -____-"

My mei kicking the water,..she even slipped and fell on the floor..lol

me kicking...but i did not fell..haha..

can see abit of soap..i guess it leak from the washin machine?

i bet u can see the water clearly..


ah mei playing with water...

me playing with water...

and here i am cleaning away...

Clean ; CLEan ; CLEAN !!

spin the water off...[ah mei]


Spin water again [me]

tis cloth is jus too small lor..

and tis is seriously wet lar

in the end my ah mei tink of containing the water in the container...

and off we go scooping the water like tis... =.=
[specially invented by my mei]


ok!Updated as requested by rona...
and here is the photo requested by may:

hais...rona seems to be ignoring me again....sian...maybe i gt too close with may again.....ahh!i felt bad....when being wif rona...i scared may feel tt i pangseh her....be with may leh...i scared rona will felt pangseh and ignored me....TT
wat to do?both are my best fren...they are like my right and left hand,..realli cant afford to lose any of them...but i cant kip both of them company at one time as well....i felt 左右为难....so whenever i am close to any of them,..i will make sure the other is fine too....

2dae go the civil defence thingy...i asked rona hu sit wif,...so she replied "liping"....so i sit wif may...i hope she's nt unhappy.....
saw her laughing away wif liping and meiying they all happily...i looked at her...but she nv really notice me...,i dint even hav a chance to chat wif her...nt even 1 sentence...quite sad...so i go tok to jiamin and qieqie...trying to get some of her attention...but failed to...the feeling was like...drop drop drop....
when we alight....oso felt the same thing....she nv tok to me .. )):
i did tried to tok to her....but nt realli a success....my mood oso drop drop drop...
see shelly,afiqah they all laughing away,taking photos...i kinda felt envious...
i thought "if i could be like them wif my frens too....how nice.."
when broading the bus home...i asked rona whether i can sit infront of her and liping...she noded her head and said "yes" ...i was quite glad...but later..she shifted place....then the gladness i had earlier on droped to the lowest....
then i was like emoing on the whole journey bak...

After we reached sch,...we go bak class tak bak..while i was packing my bag,...i heard rona saying bye to jiamin saying tt she was going to leave first...she nv say bye to me )): ...i wanted to say gdbye to her,..but she was gone by then...
Saw her at bus stop...i was looking at her...but she nv look bak.... )):
jus wanna say gdbye to her mah...
))':

Someone broke promises to me again....tis time is not the bo bian type...but is that person's own will....,i am seriously disappointed...i am going to tak a long stroll outside....how long?i dunno...
Nxt time,i wont tak any of tt person promise anymore...i swear!



--> why am i tt stupid to trust ur stupid words?i just couldnt understand...





22 April 08 ; 5.36PM

that person argued with me...
giving lots of excuses,as though it was telling me i am forever the wrong,forever the one that misunderstood things....
fine.i am forever the devil..i am never right.happy?sastified?

sad case ; i cried ; wats tt for?
cant help it...
it just flow out all of a sudden...

TADAAA!!here to post on the speech day dinner thing...
u noe,..8 course dinner jus doesnt sound right!shld be low-ed class dinner ba...
the untensils all these...SO DIRTY..make us all wiping away..help them do free service ...zzz...and the food hor...wahh,like shit..
the cold plate was okay...the shark fin was definitely fake...the satay was veri normal...the fish quite nice..but someone spoiled the appetite[tell u hu later] =X..why u ask? bcos he lick his chopstick then dig for fish me again...we was like eeeee.....then he really so desperate..desperate until use his spoon for thr shark fin and continue digging...and the spoon inside still gt some of his saliva+shark fin...all pour-ed inside the fish...ALAMAK!!,then the wat ketupat was kanasai....the mutton...hais...dun even want to mention..almost puke out...the fried rice,...not veri nice...nv eat finish...lastly the mango pudding with evaporated milk... sweet,nice..but not cold... -_____-
Now [drum roll]...,i will show the 'someone' to u all,..:


and he is...mr yang

and there he was happily digging for meat

and here the fish become like tis...zzz

Other pics:

our table's candle light...dont die off pls :O

tis stage really look like getai lor..

wah..the star so big seh...no lar actually there was no star,tt was just a light bulb,-.- lol...

Heres the menu...

Group photo ((:

Group photo again! :D


gals :D

group photo with edwin they all...

one of my favourite pic with mr goh and mdm pek ;))

my second favourite pic;with our table's ppl...accept the one in between weijing and lip boon.,extra go pop in..zzz lor..

me and rona :D

the orange juice...

the fake shark fin soup

holy mango pudding...if oni it was COLD!

i remebered tt liping oni tak a few spoons of tis pudding...then ziyang go tak and eat...not oni tis he oso drink chinwei's leftover orange juice and eat cheonghow's leftover shark fin soup...aiyo... cant stand him lar..no table manner at all lar...

but..it was a fun nite and nice dinner[excludin the food la]^^
i shall stop here..,byee!

Argh!!i hav been realli troubled by the fund raising dinner...,though cm,ch and cw kip try to call rona bak...but the moment i saw rona's reaction..shld be 凶多吉少 ba...it she realli dunwan come bak..i tink i will follow her ba...cos i don wish to pangseh her again...so no choice nid to sit wif adults =\ ...

Rona must have been annoyed by us... )):
cos we kip disturb her,though she kip avoid...but we still kip pester her [sry]...
Rona mus hav beem a little frus by me too )):
cos jus now at A-maths lesson...she was so quiet...nt like the same old her...
though i try to get her attention..but failed...and i gt sad..but i felt sadder after A-maths lesson when we go bak to class....she was all of a sudden turn bak hyper agn.....but it wasnt to me....it was to liping they all...
During the lesson i could hear her and liping toking and laughing away....
she was just sitting next to my side;beside liping....
The feeling i get was bitterness...i was dere tinking "y dint she tok to me." and i've got no mood to pay attention on the graph thing jus now,....nv even hav mood to tok to ch sitting beside me.....
hais,doing charity...is kinda like 自讨苦吃 lor...
Next time got tis sort of thing happening again...i will tink twice b4 buying the ticket liao...
天啊！someone help me pls?


-Sry rona ): x100

!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&!!!??!!?!?!?

i was veri unhappy 2dae...VERI VERI UNHAPPI...BCOS OF SOMEONE.
bcos no one wanted to sit wif her,seiwei secretly decided to go sit wif other ppl, when i noe it,i felt totally displeased and disappointed...i nv noe the one i am calling 'kor' would do tis to us....hu's fault?i dint want to sit wif her either!If it was not for liping's sake...i die die oso wont sit wif her!i dislike her more than everyone of you do...she snatch my fren right infront of me,yet i could do nth....though i acted nth happen..but i was really really angry deep within me.

I keep asking seiwei during the lesson,"why" and pleaded him "pls dun like tt"...and was annoyed by his unstable ans....izit yes or no? J-min and may say he was probably joking wif us.....but too bad...NOT FUNNY ...its not a veri nice thing to joke about...perhaps he is serious?but i am serious too...

Now it ended out a disaster,i felt they are angry wif me,i am quite angry wif them too...ask cheong how,he ignored me,ask cheongmun,he everyting dunno,ask seiwei,he might tinks i am a nag.Rona,u told u were going to sit with ur parents,BUT wat about me? y throw me aside?? :'( ....i felt so stress tt i cried...hais...

wat am i going to do?y do charity oso mus suffer tis kind of situation?still say do charity bring bless to u,how am i going to believe tis....
pls come bak,..i do hope to settle the problem asap...
someone save me from sinking sand pls...before i totally go bonkus...pls save me..

tis is my first time to get so unhappy wif seiwei they all...and its all bcos of someone...wat a jinx out of my life...

unhappy moments : fade away pls ):



15 APRIL o8 ; 4:55PM

heheh..^^ seiwei kor and ch decided to help me settle the problem lo...both of them and cw said sry too!haha,i felt so lucky to have them as friend^^
hope rona 早日回来 :D

Last friday....................i finally decided to go for the fund raising dinner thing.its like all of the sudden feel motivated by rona and liping.So i go pull sama,ch and chinwei in....and -----> suceeded ^^ ,sw and wj will be thre too. HAHA. we agreed to sit tgt.So currently hav me,rona,Cm-sama,cheong how,seiwei,weijing and chinwei...now left THREE sits.i hope liping will join our table.but i tink she wan folo meiying,then meiying wan to sit wit her relatives..hais wat a pain!!.then cannt join our table.Gees,tis is troubling me man.i dun feel like sitting wif adults lor,but i seriously wan liping to join us...zzz.Aiyo,y like tt one!!Nvm,me and rona will try to pull liping to come,then left two sits,maybe call mdm pek come?? heheheh.then the last sit..i oso dunno..maybe call other ppl to come liao ...haix.Anyway...my muscle still HURTS since last thurs TT ...do the five station....not five,...FOUR oni!! AHHHH`!If do five how ar??cannt walk liao..lol..

BTW,LAST FRIDAY...MY FACE APPEARED ON THE CHANNEL 8 NEWS!! ARGH SO PAISEH...
Actually,i was just walking pass the reporter oni lar..the reason y i was so agitated was tt,my face was so like dull,like so bu suang like tt..lol..tis is bcos last friday morning well i was on my way to sch,..it rain-ED heavily and my shoes gt wet...somemore like i mentioned earlier...muscle pain....so my face veri dull...can say kns lar >< ...quite a number of ppl saw...eeyer...no face liao lar..TT
AHHHHH`!i better find a hole and hide ba..byee! ^^

Today,i wan to recommend all of you my favourite dessert,SMARTIES~!


MMM..i am lovin it!


A smarties a day,keeps u smart all day :D


*SMARTIES ICE CREAM -------> LOVED!!

The neglecting taste.

after a long time,i finally post.

i am quite confused nowadays,i felt ignored by rona TT
maybe bcus i too close to may then neglected her.
so sry ar.i dint mean it u noe?i really don mean it.
i love to joke around,sometimes maybe joke too much...then make ppl angry...
once again,sry,i dint mean it too.
i noe the taste of being neglected.
i was once being neglected too,it was in band:
Since huishi,xianmei left [Graduated from band].i hadnt been veri close wif lowell,cc,xingyi and jasmine anymore...even wif liping in band,i felt lonely...
Every practice in band was like so dead to me.i gt no close friens to talk to,i noe tt some of my juniors hated me to core,maybe i am jus so dislikin to them.and i felt lonely once again.
Every band dismissal,i have no friends to walk out wif me,i was all alone.and all i can feel was loneliness.Even when i try to walk out wif liping and others,i would feel neglected.
During last yr school's end of yr holiday,when my sister get bak her result and opted in for my sch.i was so glad in within me.i tot i could finally hav someone to walk home wif me.But happy moment wont last long,my sis is more prone to her friends and she dint really like me.To her,i am jus one kaobei sis.I would like to ask,is there ppl hu has been hated by their own siblings?even there is,i believe its jus a short arguement between them.i felt lonely,again.
chinese saying: 老天爷对每个人都是公平的[god is fair to everyone]
i believe in it,becoz blessings is still by my side,i started to have close friends in class,rona,may,ellvixson,cheong mun,cheong how,seiwei,chinwei [sry if i dint name some of u out...but tis are the fews]
i am oso glad i was sometimes being concern by j-min,xinying,jiamin and qieqie.
thnks guys ((:
So if i ever neglect u,pls dun ignore me,i really dun mean it and i nv ever wan to lose a friend of mine.Just wanna let u all noe,i cherish friendship.

*to rona:sry ah friend,dint mean to ps u.((: