I sneak in to post today...

i dunno why...i am feeling sad
real sad...cant smile )':
it started since u say i was a little too much..
i nv know u would tink tt way...
i nv noe...u are tt unwilling
i realli dont noe..

am i realli too much??
yes i guess.
i jus don feel good...
whenever i see it.
i was thinkin real hard now..
maybe i should jus open my clenching fist.

i am troubled,
i dunno wad to do.
but i am sure for 1 thing.
i nv will dare to tell u anything straightly like i always do.