i guess i haven been posting for a few weeks liao..zzZ..i jus realise tt my best fren think tt i am a negative in her life,and i oso realise she hav such bad impression about me....every bit and pieces she think about me...i am sry ...i can say i hav no intention at all...in fact i noe nth..i am jus being playful... and i never noe all my doings cause such great impact on her...she said she is being betrayed...maybe is becos of last time trumpet section de things ba...all i can say is tt,she don know our situation well..perhaps i shld head mrs gan advice...don bad-mouth other ppl..but i guess i can hav a couple of frens to say out wat i feel...!Because of these things happening i hav no best frens anymore from today onwards..and i don think i am going to hav one...unless i really do found one truthful fren which i can share secrets and sorrows wif...no best frens doesnt mean i hav no good frens....i am glad tt i still hav the following ppl as my good fren((: ...they are rona,jiamin,cheonghow,chinwei,ellvixson and oso juncheng.....there is more still but i will jus mention a few....they may nt treat mi as good fren like wat i treated them as...but i do appreciate it...[thks]...its kinda fun being wif them... all sorts of laughter...HaHaHa...especially horny ones...=X ...whoops...well,I can be freindly to anyone but i do show attitudes as well.....jus don show mi urs and try bonding wif mi,somehow u might realise i am nt tt bad after all...((: