Boring is the word for today....so tired..kip dozing off during some lessons..i am so tired.....and i am being really really troubled..dunno how to do counselling myself..how useless.. =[..zzz..somehow hav a veri troubled feeling..dunno wat the hell is happening to mi....jus feel troubled when i gt bak...so nv go library liao...sry loh...listen to music no use... jus call someone feel like having a chat wif it ..but chat nt til 5min then the person kip wan hang my phone say will call mi bak....i tink by the time oso hav nth to tok liao....sian...i guess tis is so call mood swings??Feel like banging anger!!!MYE is around the corners...i guess i won post again til my exams ends...or maybe a short post???....err..nth to write liao...i go bang anger on my pillow..bb

sian so long nv post liao...:D...lets tok about the syf on the 10 april...well we did nt reach our goal..[Gold]..instead we maintain a silver..haizz..nvm next 2 yrs jiayou again..Before the syf,huishi and section members kip remind us alot things,don drop mute,don up at the first bar all these...but i failed to...i am so sry guys..):..i up at the first bar as i was too nervous,and was lookin at mrs chee conducting...then play for set piece"sunrise"...and it was quite ok...then comes to our choice piece ''Into the joy of spring..''..when it comes to the muted part ..i quickly tak my mute then stuff in my trumpet...when i was going to tak it out....it suddenly drop out when i nv even touch it...it jus drop out all of a sudden when i was going to tak it out......though nv really go notice..but i noe someone was angry wif mi...so..felt really sad lar...when everything was over...i tried to explain but fail to...so i cry out...i really din't do it on purpers...but was guilty and sad lar...thankfully i have huishi,xinxia and some understanding peeps around mi....thks alot.. =')... then go listen to result..like tt lor..tts the end of syf..Now say speech day,after school at 11.30....waited for chinwei a long long long time til 12plus...don tell u wat happen :D...then both chinwei and cheonghow go my hse...go there makan then play com..then go bak to sch at 2plus....step into band rm warm up..tune..then quicky help percussion bring instrument down..then dress up and went down for the parade wif file and instrument.....then suddenly rain...then w8ted for the rain stop...then continue....then perform until half...rain again..but we still continue...the thunder so loud and veri near us lor...scarly hit our instrument then we die....touch wood touch wood...ok then a while later stop again...zzz ..playin prank on us....then after parade go makan...makan liao then go through dance steps...during concert..we play well...huray..but the dance step..alamak.. -___-"" ...disaster...then when everything over...we tak section photo..listen to announcement then go home.....then saw blue blue light at the primary sch classrm...hu noes??... reach home at 9plus...deadbeat...chat a while in msn then sleep lo... good nite!!